Little Bit About Me
Timelapse of Production
Walkthrough
Game
Warning, it's buggy; because I made it in 48 hours, then never updated it.
I've lost my way for quite awhile; not really the first time this has happened. After I walked in graduation last year (needed 3 credits to actual finish; which was internship credit); I went back home with parents; because I didn't really have anywhere else to go and...I've been pretty heavily afflicted with cabin fever. Don't feel like working, feel like talking to people or having social interaction, but there's none to be had. (Had the same problem every single summer growing up; hazard of being in the middle of nowhere. Makes me hate the fact that schools have summer breaks at all. Hell high school me would have been happier at a boarding school than he/I was back then in small town with parents. Though, I never would have majored in game design if I hadn't gone months of the year every year with no social contact and constantly playing games to keep from going insane. Hell, I'll follow that by saying I came out of the closet at 14 and middle of nowhere town wasn't that accepting. I'd done it -because I was lonely- and -because I thought maybe if I was honest about it I'd find someone. Never happened. Bulk of negative reinforcement from schoolmates gave me anger and drive to be salutatorian (and graduate a year early at 17).
First semester of college; I lost 110 pounds out of...actually having a social life and actually being out in the world. Being back with parents; has honestly caused a regression; though I'm not obese again, thankfully. (Mostly, because though I'm back to living like my parents; I don't EAT like them anymore, being vegetarian and selecting all my own food.) I was supposed to be working on a major game release to try to make a break out. Make enough money to get out of here; do enough work for myself to count as the internship. In practice; I'm too much of an extrovert to ever be happy working alone without in person contact and wind up; trying to talk to people online just to simulate actual contact with the public. I'm stagnating again; neither happy, nor sad; just completely out of myself. Have been for awhile. 23 now and haven't finished college (Barely, because of that internship requirement I haven't fulfilled in a year). Not sure what I hope to accomplish by sharing (some) of myself; but this is the place I'd been stuck talking to, while the real world doesn't exist; so thought you might like to know.
I have ideas and ambition for the real world; it just hasn't been actually manifesting in a long while.